I am Christina Marie Hollis


While many don't say the words they want to, I write mine down. It's my way of speaking the feelings that many keep locked in their hearts. That way they know they are not alone, in this crazy world we call home.

As human beings, we need to know that we are not alone, that we are not crazy or completely out of our minds, that there are other people out there who feel as we do, live as we do, love as we do.

Young and full of running. Tell me where has that taken me? Just a great figure eight or a tiny infinity? Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me. For all of my trying, we still end up dying. How can it be?

Don’t say a word, just come over and lie here with me. ‘Cause I’m just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad, I’ll go back on the things I believe. There I just said it, I’m scared you’ll forget about me.

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire. Steady my breathing, silently screaming. I have to have you now.

Wired and I’m tired. Think I’ll sleep in my clothes on the floor, or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.

Don’t say a word, just come over and lie here with me. ‘Cause I’m just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad I’ll go back on the things I believe. There I just said it, I’m scared you’ll forget about me.




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