I am Christina Marie Hollis


While many don't say the words they want to, I write mine down. It's my way of speaking the feelings that many keep locked in their hearts. That way they know they are not alone, in this crazy world we call home.

As human beings, we need to know that we are not alone, that we are not crazy or completely out of our minds, that there are other people out there who feel as we do, live as we do, love as we do.

I kissed the rain, I waited up. You’re pouring dragons in my cup. I’m done trying, I can’t cope with it. We’ll get over it. Yeah I’m over it. I’m tired of night air I can’t breathe. You blew me off so easily. It’s different between you and me. And I’m over it, you’ll get over it.

I’m not the jealous type who doesn’t sleep at night. You’ve got your karma, I know I’ve got mine. And all my tears will air dry with just a little time.

I heard you played behind my back. Was I a fool to not react? Lets go to tape and play it back. I was out of it, I was under it. Your little spells worked quietly. Your good-byes left me wondering. Now that I’m gone you contemplate if you’re over me. Well you used to be.

I’m not the jealous type who doesn’t sleep at night. You’ve got your karma, I know I’ve got mine. And all my tears will air dry with just a little time. You only wanted it once I was over it. You go your way, I know I’ll go mine. And all my tears will air dry with just a little time.

How was I supposed to know? You never told me baby what you want. I can’t read your mind. You never bothered to look inside of mine. I used to wake up every morning and all I could do was think of you. It was all a lie, it was all a lie.