February 2010
Captivating.
The sky. I’m so fascinated with the sky. The way the clouds hang and the way they fall into such eccentric shapes. The way you can be laying in the grass, looking up, and watch the clouds move along, and you feel like it means the world is spinning and you’re watching it right from the sky. When the sun sets and the way the horizon seems as though it has been painted so exquisitely, by the most...
January 2010
A little inspiration please?
Anyone care to give me any ideas to write about? I’d really appreciate it..
Maybe I will write someday, about how you all...
I have you to thank and no one else.
every time you cover up your problems you say...
but old habits never die easy.
I've always been fascinated with paranormal...
Everything involving something outside of the natural world, such as ghosts or spirits or demons, has always fascinated me. I’ve always just been…kind of…infatuated, with any kind of paranormal activity.
Lately, I’ve been reading up and researching Ouija boards. What I found out is rather scary. A lot of people have shared their stories all over the internet. In most...
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formspring.me
Ask/Tell me anything: http://formspring.me/christinahollis
Open your mind.
kellyghost:
I’d like to tell today’s youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you’ll inevitably come across small minded people who think they’re better than you. People who think that material things, or being pretty or popular, automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I’d like to tell today’s youth that none of these things matter. Unless you have a stregth...
Go ask or tell me anything you'd like:
http://formspring.me/christinahollis
“Words are, of course, the most powerful drug used by mankind.”
– Rudyard Kipling
Justifying just how hard we have it
We all have problems. We’ve all experienced some rough trials through out our lifetime. We’ve all been in the dark a few times… or maybe several times.
What really peeves me is when someone thinks they’ve had it worse than you. Who are you to justify what goes on in my life? Unless you’ve lived my life, don’t judge me. You don’t know, you weren’t...
Eating Disorder
The question of whether or not I have an eating disorder has been asked several times on my formspring. There has been a lot of speculation as to whether or not I suffer from it. To set the record straight, I have never had and do not currently have an eating disorder. I am 5’5 at 104lbs. Yes, that is underweight, but not by a long shot. I will admit, I am on the rather thin side, but I am...
You came, and then you went. And now you're gone.
I’ve been yearning for your presence for months now. The day you disappeared, was the day I fell apart; the day I felt my heart sink low into my stomach, almost as if it’s hiding, knowing that if it comes out, it’ll have to face life without you.
I’ve been pondering this earth so lost since your departure; with no sense of direction, no guidance, no arms that feel like...
My next tattoo
will be either one of two things… first, on the right side of my upper-back: “we were made to be lovers, bold in broken places, pouring ourselves out again and again, until we’re called home” - meaning we’re meant to help others, especially where help is needed most, until the job has been done. The other would be a heart (either a realistic heart or a heart locket...
Mirror
Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it? ‘Cause Mirror you’ve always told me who I am. I’m finding it’s not easy to be perfect. So sorry, you won’t define me. Sorry you don’t own me
Who are you to tell me that I’m less than what I should be? Who are you? Who are you? I don’t need to listen to the list of things I should do. I won’t try, I...
Jealousy has a tendency to force the ugly out in...
Go ask or tell me anything you'd like :) -...
jillianliesl:
no one cares anymore, my life is worthless.
Your life is never worhtless. Remember, you’re living for yourself, not anyone else. Do what makes YOU happy and forget everyone in between who doesn’t approve. Life can get pretty lonely sometimes, I’ll be the first to admit. But sooner or later, usually when you least expect it, fate has it’s way of picking...
jillianliesl:
if you truly loved me you would stand by me with everything i do, you would stand up for me when people brought me down, and you would be there for me when i need you.
Exactly. That’s what a friend, or loved one, should always do, no matter the circumstance or situation. Don’t let anyone convince you into thinking they care if they don’t have your back at all...
jillianliesl:
this is what i constantly feel like; like a mask is over my face and no one can see my tears, like no one cares to look hard enough, like all i wanna do is take it off and show everyone what my life truly feels like, so everybody would understand how bad i’m hurting.
The feeling is mutual, and you stated it perfectly - couldn’t have said it better myself.
The best thing in life is finding someone who...
<3
Imperfective Beauty.
I believe imperfections are apart of what makes you beautiful. It sets you apart from everyone else and gives your appearance a sense of character. I find my deepest beauty in my imperfections, because I’m the only one who has aquired them. No one has flaws identical to mine.
Maybe this sounds weird but one thing that I absolutely love about myself is the little scar on my right cheek...
Maybe I'm Just Tired
(this song is the exact way I feel right now :/ )
If love comes your way
don’t be afraid
Unlock the box you heart’s encased
Hope it wont change
and beware of the games
that she’ll want to start playing
Oh, lately babe
I stay awake thinking this life gets lonely
Well maybe I’m just scared
scared to let you go
I want you to know
right from hello
your love just keept me...
My hands hold safely to my dreams; clutching tightly, not one has fallen. So many years I’ve shaped each one, reflecting my heart, showing who I am. Now you’re asking me to show you what i’m holding oh so tightly. Can’t open my hands, can’t let go. Does it matter? Should I show you? Can’t you let me go?
Here it is, it's in my hands.
There I was; just a girl in a giant world. When I took a step back and looked from the outside, looked at the entire picture, my conscious awareness echoed of loneliness. I fulfilled the idea of only being one person out of 6 billion. My thoughts were spinning, hitting up against every wall inside of me. I enlightened the thought that i might never be known for anything, and my name will slowly...
I don’t know who I am when you’re running circles inside my head.
And I don’t know just who you are when you’re sleeping in somebody elses bed.
Behind every set of eyes is a story to tell.
Christina, do this. Christina, do that. Christina, be more like her. Christina, dress like that. Christina, go to this school and study that major. Christina, stop doing this. Chistina, change your hair color. Christina, be anything but yourself. When will I ever be good enough, just being me?