January 2010
Maturity does not come with age, it comes with...
Hurry, someone quote me, haha.
Goodbye 2009
I started off the new year in Pennsylvania with my best friend, Nicole. While we were there we went to New York; my very first time in New York and I absolutely loved it. That whole trip was so much fun, by the time it was time to leave, Nicole and I didn’t want to. Middle of January my cat, Simba (who was seriously like my son, my baby) went missing for 5 days - he was an indoor/outdoor...
December 2009
Sometimes we're too hard on each other.
A lot of times we’re so quick and eager to judge other people for some of the foolish - so to say - things that they do. What we don’t take into consideration is that we all make mistakes. No one is perfect and sometimes we just don’t think before we do things. Yes, it’s always good to think before you act, but sometimes we act on impulse, almost like an immediate...
i dont wanna talk about things we've gone through.
madtrash:
recklessly-love:
though its hurting me, now its history. ive played all my cards, and thats what youve done too. nothing more to say, no more ace to play. when love takes it all, the loser standing small. beside the victory, thats her destiny. i was in your arms, thinking i belonged there, i figured it made sense, building me a fence. building me a home, thinking id be strong there....
My heart made it out alive
For some reason I had a gut feeling my heart would end up broken and I’d be starting the new year crushed, but it looks like fate gave me a run for my money and I’m ending this year with the cutest boy I know to call my own<3
Resolution
Nothing but an empty page, breathing in an open space, captured by a moments grace.. again. There’s so much I left behind, even more than waits in time. Everything’s so undefined. I’m standing on the edge of my fear and I see it clear.
Here’s my resolution, I’m letting go. All I need to learn is along this road. I just wanna be the best that I can be. Breathe....
Formspring.me
hey =) i follow your blog alot and i think its great..but ive noticed from time to time, you talk about missing someone, and thats its hard getting your mind off that someone, and idk maybe im wrong but i just noticed a pattern. Are those about a specific person or an old boyfriend or something?
Well, there are definitely some that are about an ex boyfriend, or previous guy that I was involved...
So I'm basically emotionless. I feel nostalgic. I...
I finally woke up
Life is finally coming back together. It feels great. I just have to learn to let go, and let life play it’s role. Even if I don’t see it right now, some things happen for a reason. I’ve learned to stop fighting life. Shit happens, I can’t get in the way of it. I’ve learned not to worry, or more importantly… don’t do things I have to worry about....
“Some girls are just born with glitter in their veins.”
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing. Being lonely, being alone, for many people, sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn’t honor the person you are...
Nothing feels right, right now.
I’ve been laying in this godforsaken bed for the last 6 hours. Just laying, thinking, occasionally dosing off, and on the verge of tears every time I stop to actually grasp what I’m thinking about. Every so often a few or more tears tend to fall. I’ve never felt so nauseated in my life.
It’s strange how I’m letting something voluntarily hurt me. I have no one to...
Writing is the only way I can release any kind of emotion. My mind is such a powerful thing and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fully explain the thoughts that come from it in words alone. The images my boundless hazy mind tends to paint are so vividly constructed. I don’t think the proper words to express some of my intricate emotions have yet been discovered. But writing...
Living life free.
I had this friend, who lived in my town. He always played tricks and got caught all around. When he turned 18 he moved to the city. He used to pay to play tricks, now he’s playing for free.
He’s living life free. Living life free.
I knew this girl, who just couldn’t move on. She was born in this town, never planned to do wrong. Her mother said ‘you need a life on your...
The worst thing you can do to a person is make...
I’ve never met a worse feeling in my life. I’ll never understand how someone can build you up with such pretty words and make you feel on top of the world, do and say all the right things at all the right times, then turn around and screw you over; after all this time that you thought you meant more than words are worth to them. It’s a bizarre kind of torture, to actually grasp...
“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and...”
I'm completely terrified
my heart is at stake and the worst feeling in the world is feeling like I’m holding out for something that might not be worth it in the end. I don’t know if I’ll end up hurt, or with a smile on my heart, but it’s not a good sign when my gut feeling is the first option. The price will definitely be my heart, and it feels like the longer I stay the more pieces my heart will...
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What does 2010 hold for you, goal wise?
In 2010 I’d really like to start college and get a better job, get my feet on the ground. I’d like to engage myself in a long term relationship as well. I want to be honest with everyone about everything. I’ve learned a lot about honesty this last year. I don’t have a driver’s license because I’m terrified of driving, so...
Give me something to write about
Please?
Friends that you've never even met, that live...
http://formspring.me/christinahollis :
The friends I can talk to about everything and anything are people I have never met in real life but will one day. They live in different states that are hundreds or even thousands miles away from myself, but I find them to be more of my “good” friends than the friends I have in real life. I sort of kind of actually dislike my real life...
luckypurpletie:
at 4:47am i am awake. my weak state of consciousness almost allows me to doze off again but the heat prevents me. slowly moving from my room to the hallway, the unusual warmth overwhelms and panics me. i walk outside and it is freezing but so refreshing. as i calm down and breathe in the cool air, i remember. the dream of us. i remember by stepping into the cold twilight how in...
formspring.me
What do you do in order to make yourself attractive to boys and get all of them to like you? You’re an inspiration.
Well honestly, I just be myself. There’s nothing more a guy likes then when a girl can just relax and be herself around him. And I don’t cake my face with makeup, that’s just not attractive.
I have to ask but what are you favorite songs by As Tall As Lions?...
AHHH HAHAHAHA! (formspring.me)
http://i46.tinypic.com/24g2kv7.jpg i was looking through tinypic and i found this. idk who did it, but i thought that was creepy. they made you fat.. or pregnant, or something. idek. weird.
AHHHH! hahahahaha! thats hilarious!! This is the original: http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/80/l_22e3405f186c4e31b2c9bc9e20df4693.png and by the way thats just a really baggy, loose fitting shirt.
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Formspring.me
All your advice you give on facebook in all your posts is all so positive. The problem is… why don’t you take your own advice? From what i can tell, you don’t do anything in your life other than sit on your computer and take people’s quotes and use them to make yourself seem intelligent. I’m not doubting how intellectual you may be, but if you are… use it. Go to...
